please don't read this entry

should'n post this entry

but dunno why

now i do it!

so for those who enter to this site

please ignore this post

please

im so tired..

sooo tired wif myself

Allah please help me.

i'm never feel that im necessary in everywhere

in anywhere

never feel that im necessary by sumone

by anyone

I felt so hurt

wif my self

im tired to live my life

im tired to do my besttt

im aware bout it but i still like that

still here

still in the old cndtion

I was an irresponsible girl

I was a lonely girl

I was a mysteriuos girl

I was a undefined girl

and now

I still an irresponsible girl

I still a lonely girl

I still a mysteriuos girl

I still a undefined girl

im tired.

so tired

soooooooo tired

im tired to do my best

to be a new one

to be a a new aisyah

to live my life

to be a new servant

that more responsible

to myself

to other

to them

but wherever I want to do that

I'll fall

fall to my old

my old condition

im tired!

so tired!

i'm never feel that im necessary in everywhere

in anywhere

never feel that im necessary by sumone

by anyone

im never do my responsble perfecly

cuz im never feel that im necessary

by them

by anyne

I was an undefined girl

and now i still an undefined girl

undefined in everything

im tired wif myself

i dunno who am I

Please aisyah

wake up.

Indeed, Allah hate anyone

who despair with theirselves

please wake up!

please remember that

He will not give any test to His servant

outside of their ability

please Aisyah,

please..

im tired wif you

soooo tired

please be more rational

in everything

in everywhere

please remmber that

Muhasabah itu baik

tapi lebih baik lagi

jika muhasabh itu

disusuli dengan kemahuan utk berubah

Allah

help me

-_-"

T_T

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