Saturday, September 26, 2009


Hari Raya comes again.Muslimin and Muslimah celebrate it with enjoyable and grateful to Allah Swt after finish one mont of this year,i am celebrate Hari Raya at my cousin's house,not like the others year,i am ccelebrate it with my parents,family and friends at my own village.

19 september 2009,friday-shahidah and i go to Butteworth by bus at 9.00 am and arrive there at 4.00 pm. there,my sister,my cousin and her husband waiting for us.from there,we are going to the their house at Kulim,Kedah-1 and half hour from butteworth.there,shahidah and i meet with my cousin's sons at the first time.Mohamad Ahnaf Taqiudin(Udin)-11,Mohamad Ahnaf Tarmizi(Izi)-10 and Mohamad Ahnaf Taufiq(Opik)-8. they is a very sweet nephew.

First day Hari Raya,i woke up from my bed after heard the crying voices from my sister.she calling our mother and crying.i am laugh because i don't have not any feeling to cry even now is Hari Raya.After pray Subuh,i iron all the Baju Raya of anyone on this house.usually,in the others year of Hari Raya,i will iron all the Baju Raya of my parents and sibling at malam takbir but i am feel so tired last night so that,i just do my usual work at morning Hari Raya.After pray Hari Raya,we visited my cousin's husband family at the same village.i am feel so happy because i am not ever feel the condition living in the sabah,i am not stay at village so that i don't know the best feeling living at the place like that.

second Hari Raya,we visited the Assistant Manager of my cousin at Kg.Bukit Meriam,Sungai Petani.After that,we visited Nurul Watiqoh at Merbuk but at that time,she did not stay at her house so,we going to the Lembah Bujang Archaelogy center at Merbuk area while waiting for Lembah Bujang,Shahidah and i having show two couple date and do their 'fobidden project' at the close area.i think,they did'nt have the compassion to their owm self because it is not the good things to proof their chaste of love.

third Hari Raya,we celebrates opik's birthday and also make an open house.we prepare certain type of food such as Asam Laksa,Mee Goreng,Ketupat,Rendang,Kuih Raya and also the famous food of Sabah,Nasi Kuning.the ceremony start at 11 am until 4 pm.the guest comes and go.the condition is became more pleasant.

Hari Raya in this year was give me much of experience as a someone who study far from their family.even sometimes we are feeling sad because can't celebrates it with we own family and we own way,we must remember that there,have certain community who cannot celebrates Hari Raya comfortly like,always be grateful with our creator,Allah Swt who always give us much of enjoyment of life

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

NOW,i am stay alone at open lab,Ktd.actually i want to calm down my feeling.tomorrow i don't have any test like,i am feel so alone and i want to cry but i don't know why i must i sad?why?i think just because Raya will coming on this week...hehe...that is the simple reason for me.

Raya will coming and i am not feeling well.boring...i am feel so lonely.last night i try to call my mum but something was happen and i can't talk with my mum like sad..actually,i don't know what i want to write here.i just want to avoid myself with my other friends bacause i know,they still talking about Raya like last night..we are don't understand what are i(and other 'budak sabah') feel.they just can see and say "la..caml down la..lama2 besa la tu..skg kan baru sem 1"

About the latest post in this blog,i was prepare many things to write here but still in Bahasa Malaysia...i am not expert on english language(but i like it) and that's why i wrote my post on BM first besides i want to make sure that my post is have quality and can give the benefit for anyone who read it and not just because of 'someone need me to do that.....(hahaha)'

Ok,now i want go to the musalla.Asar will coming..i will go back to the hostel at 4.30 PM...InsyaALLAH...

............Forgive me because i wrote something that.....(erm..merapu-rapu)..

~REMINDER : DON'T DO SOMETHING FOR NOTHING..(but i think i do it now...)

Friday, September 11, 2009

Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover

Programming Methodologi
Puan Faznita

"Aisyah,can you smile?" "yes,Afiqah.why do you ask?"

"haha...why do you don't like to smile?"

"every day i smile smile and laugh with you"i am said.confused.

"i mean,you seldom to smile and make you face pleasant.huhu..."

"do you want me to smile all the time like an insane?"

"you know aisyah,sometimes when people see you,they don't know what do you think about them.sometimes,i see you like hate anyone"


"because you dont like to smile and make you face more pleasant"

"hi..thanks afiqah,I love you...i will try to change myself about it,ok"

(actually i am already know about it and you is not the first person who tell me about it)

*lecturer coming....


Room A14
Asrama Siswi
Taman Tanjung Chat


"Aisyah,what do you not satisfied with me?"asked my senior.she's my roommate

"why did you ask like that to me?"

"because you can laugh with anyone in our close to them but with me,you always show that you don't like me do you hate me?"she asked.

"sis,can you don't judge a book By it's cover?i am not always stay in our room.everyday i will go back here from college on late evening and you also always stay in your friend's room"i am said

"but why do you not smile to me when you see me at college and or anywhere?"

"sis.actually i do like that not with you only but with anyone also.please forgive me.i am a someone who seldom to smile."


'Asslamualaikum,sis. kaifa haluki?asywaqtu fi kum'
(how are you?I miss you)

'Waalaikumussalam wbt.ana bi khair.Alhamdulillah wa nti?'
(I'm fine.Praise to Allah.How about you?

'wa ana aidhan'
(me too)


this is the message from my senior at im in primary school.know,she's in form5. suddenly i am remember when the
first time she knowing me.Actually she don.t like me very much because i was fine her when she are not going to the
Musalla.besides,i am not close with my senior and i also seldom to smile until one day,when i am be her
Naqibah(leader on islamic group) in Usrah(group to share and discuss about a member problem and Islam)...

"sis,i am

never think that you are like that"

i am just smile and said

"one advise for you,my dear...Don't Judge A Book By it's


I am always thinking about why do people like to judge a book By it's cover?they like to make a conclusion before
make an observation first.Are this is an our Fitrah?i also ever think like that about a something or someone that i see
but l always try and try to not doing like that anymore because i think,when we judge a book By its cover,we have a
potential to find the bad attitude of someone and it is the same like Hus Al- Zhan(bad guess) about them and the Hus
Al-Zhan is not good for our Health of Faith i was through many condition that change my perception about anything
around me and Sometimes,something that we think is black are white and something that we think is white are black

so,thinking hardly about it...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

do you think about it?

My main purpose to write on this blog is to remind myself and also for everyone who willing to read it about realiti of our life as a slave of Allah SWT.

I am not a someone that expert on this field,I am not a someone that clear from the sin,but i just a someone that try and try to get redha and Heaven of Allah SWT and to be a someone that can remind anyone about the realiti of our life.

when we discuss about that,someone will make a question,"why Allah choose me to live on this world?better I am not choosen because live on this world have so much of challenge and after we die,we are not confirm to go to His Heaven".this is the question who asked by someone that don't know about the realiti of our life.Actually,Allah creat us from the something that nothing is to give the Heaven for us...the Heaven that full of enjoyable but to get it,we must live as a slave of Allah SWT on this world first.Allah SWT is our creator so that's why only the rule from Him that suitable for us.

Actually,the rule that create by Allah SWT is not to encumber His slave but as a sign of His love to us.for example,Islam oblige us to perfom a Soleh five times every day but certain of a follower of Islam accept it as a burden but actually,when we investigate,the solah is good for our healty especially when we perfom it in pilgrim because it can balance our positive and negative charge of body.besides,the obligation to cover the 'Aurat for women is not to burdeb then but to protect their honour from impure.

although we are understand about all that i was said recently,certain of us still assume that the obligation from Allah SWT is burden us.why we are still thinking like that?are we aware the Heaven that He was promise to us is not value compare to our sacrifice from Him.Our sacrifice on doing the obligation,our sacrifice to find His 'redha and our sacrifice to be a real mu'min is so not sacrifice compare to the Heaven that He was promise to us,to His slave who always have faith on Him...

the world is not a field for us to play,to make a something that we like but the world is the field that full of challenge that demand us to gather much of regard from Him but like what that i am said recently,our sacrifice to get it is so not value compare to His promise.for example,we just sacrifice 30-40 years only to make Him accept us to go to His Heaven but the Heaven that He promise to us is infinite...without an expired date.If we get it,we will there for forever and never end!we will never die forever!
from here,we can see all the big different about our sacrifice compare with the present from Him...

so,think hardly about it!!!

.......only ALLAH SWT that eligible to be worship.......