Thursday, April 22, 2010

eXaM ... zZzZzZ

why exam??

in every day,every minute,every second

my mind,mind heart,my self

always thinking about it...stress with the condition

eXaM..eXaM....eXaM....

so bored.....

stress..!!!!




i'm not a struggle person

i'm never never and never focus 100% with my learning

because i think

i'm not slearn my subject because of the exam

but I MUST take it

why me?

my head is so sick

feeling hurt

blur

blank

ExaM....eXAm...ExaM...

"aisyah...jom kite g study."afiqah

"sori arr fiqa..fiqa g arr study ngan nati."

sori my friend

i don't know how to be a struggle student

feeling suck with the condititon around

everyone busy

and time is running

2 weeks left to

ExaM...ExaM...eXaM...

my head is so sick

don't like eXam

Phobia with ExAm...

Scared...

so Scared

but...

something was remind me...

when i recite my Meroon 'book'

i found something..

yes ! i fond something that i'm already know but sometimes i'm forget to think deeply about it

"...though it is hard for you. But it may be that a thing is hard upon you though it is (really) good for you, and it may be that you love a thing while it is bad for you. Allâh knows (all things) while you do not know." (Baqarah 2 ; 216)

thank GOD...

and help me in my final exam later

help me

help my friends

help anyone around me

give us the best guidance

if YOU give the fail with me...with us,

make me...make us more closer with you

and if YOU give me...give us the sucsessful,

don't leave me...don'd leave us

and make the sucsessful as a something

that cause me...that cause us

more closer with YOU

thank you ALLAH

(post merapu2..kepala sakit..pening memikirkan exam...final semakin dekat tapi persediaan tak cukup lagi..nak struggle tapi xbole paksa bila kepala dah 'hang' .. nak hafal n faham coding programming..rumus statistik..math..moga Allah bantu)

Friday, April 2, 2010

Stage by stage

some daughter asking her mother about how's feeling to be an adult.immediately,her mother smiling.She face her 5 years doughter and take her.

"You no need to ask about it,my dear because you will through everything in your life,stage by stage." Her mothers says. The doughter face her mother. She don't understand but acting like know what her mothers said.

Stage by stage

The daughter confused. stage by stage? what is the meaning of that ?

The meaning of that sectence is always playing in her mind

The daughter growing up

She learn everything to live

She learn what is the life for

She learn about the creatures around

and she learn about The Creator

sometimes, pain will hurt her. She crying but her mother coming. Calm her and always remind her 'stage by stage' ..

-- pain will not always be hurting you
because sometimes,the pain will make you more strength --

sometimes,the daughter laughing hard and her mother coming. remind her 'stage by stage'

-- our life is not just for laughing and happy
because sometimes it can make you 'lose' from your world




The daughter change stage by stage,through the condition around.

she change stage by stage from the innocent children to be a teenagers.

she change stage by stage from the teenager to be an adult

everyday

she learn ...

she find ...

she look ...

she think ...

...everything about the world

about the next world

till finally she get married and give birth

As the times running

As the world rotating

her children ask her

again...

such what she have asking to her mom

and

again

the story's coming

'stage by stage'

Everyone will through everytning in the life

stage by stage

"Selamat Hari Lahir Aisyah..
As the life will gone stage by stage,
you also will through everything infront
and in your stage now,you must..

must learn how to live in your life infront

Selamat Hari Lahir Aisyah
As human will die..

..... stage by stage...

..........trun by turn.......
..................you also will through it....

so prepare yourself every second

Selamat Hari Lahir Aisyah

The number of your age will increse today
But your Age decreases every second,
everyday and today...

Selamat Hari Lahir Aisyah

Now,your responsiblity here was increases
Responsibility as A doughter...
As a student...
and the importand is,As a servant "



lets we fight to go to the JANNAH !