Saturday, October 24, 2009


when my heart talking...


do you ever think,how if tomorrow you die?are you sure that ALLAH will accept all of the kindliness that you have done?sometimes,you like to delay anything with some or no reason and the bad things that you like to do is delay your pray.


even you can delay anything that you want,but there's something that you cannot delay forever.that is a your death-YOUR DEATH

so now,do you ever thing,how if tomorrow you die?
when your soul was fly,how about your life in the grave worlds?
do you sure that ALLAH will accept you to enter to HIS heaven?
do you sure that HE will not put you into the hell?


seometimes,when you do some kindliness,you very sure that Allah will accept it
and now,please don't think like that anymore!
because,maybe HE not accept any kindliness that you have done even a bit...if you do something just because of anyhing except HIM


sometimes,if people said that you are fool,you will angry but actually
you not use all of your mind to think about HIM,to think about HIS love and o think about YOUR DEATH


sometimes,if people said that you are deaf,you will angry but actually,
you not use all of your hearing to heard the power of HIS power,about the heaven and the hell that he promised to us,the feebles creature...


sometimes,if people said that you are blind,you will angry but actually,
you not use all of your eyes to see the reality of life,to see your life in the the next world...

so now,myself...

how if tomorrow you die?
do you think that you can delay you death such as anything that you was delay before?
have you do your best while you do an obligation with HIM?
have you do anything in your life just because of HIM?
have you do anything in you life with the name of HIM?
do you aware about all of that?

death is do no delay...
your death is do no delay...
our death is do no delay...
even a half of second !

so myself...
always take care about you faith
keep HIS name in your heart anywhere...anytime
because you don't know,when are the time of you to die..

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


someone was born
from nothing to something

someone was chosen

to live there,

in this worldly world

someone have a
mind to think,

eyes to see,

ear to heard,
and heart to feel

since young,

someone learn much from her experience...
she see the world with her own perspective

someone always think that

she's not are perfect
and will not be perfect
because nothing is perfect
except Allah,our creator

someone always find something
and the something is the willing from her creator

someone always see the world is nothing
but the next world is everything

but sometimes,
someone will confused about the world...

something that we see is is good,

not surely good
and something that we see is bad,

not surely bad

so now...
how to live there?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

TO CHANGE-it's up to you


No one born in this world perfectly, no one live in this world perfectly, no one can do anything perfectly and no one better in anything. however, we must bring our self to make something perfectly especially in our relation with Allah Swt, our creator.

How to do that?

At this point, we know that we need to change our self, our attitude, our opinion and other to become perfect but the change is up to our self. why I am said like that? because no one can change our self except we change it by we own self. people just can advice us, or giving their opinion but the decision to change is up to we own self.

In islam, we have many change that occur to our self since we were in the soul world until we die. before we born, we start from nutfah and change to be an alaqoh before going to be a science,we change from zygote to the morula,from morula to blastocyst and from blastocyst to embryo.

After we born,we still change and alter from baby to the child,from child to the teenager,from teenager to adults and lastly we will going to be an old people before we are die and in the same times,the condition around us is also change.

In our life,we have many things that we never know,

We have many things that we never think,

We have many things that we never do,

And we also have many things that we never try to do.

If there’s a something that can give us benefit,

Can give us the reward from HIM,

Can give us the willing from HIM…

…We need to change our self know about it,

…….to think about it,

………to do it

……….and try to do it

All of that is need us to change our self,

And only our self can change it,

No one can do it for us…

No one can…

…no one can

….and once again,no one can…

…to change our self

If before you are someone lazy,

You must change yourself to be someone hard-working…

If before you never know much about Islam,

You must change yourself to know much about it

…..because it is your way of life

If before you never do some of sunnah Rasulullah.

You must change yourself to do that

……because it is can close your relationship with HIM and HIS Messenger


إِنَّ اللّهَ لاَ يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُواْ مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ

"...Verily, Allâh does not change the condition of a people until they (first) change their ways and their minds. ..."

( Ar-Ra’d, 13 ; 11 )



Everything that Allah gives you-accept it with full of your willing. Even sometimes, that is something that you don’t like, just accept it with full of your will…

…because why?

……because Allah loves you.He know what is the best for you more than you know about it.

وَهُوَ كُرْهٌ لَّكُمْ وَعَسَى أَن تَكْرَهُواْ شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ وَعَسَى أَن تُحِبُّواْ شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَّكُمْ وَاللّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنتُمْ لاَ تَعْلَمُونَ ﴿٢١٦﴾

"...though it is hard for you. But it may be that a thing is hard upon you though it is (really) good for you, and it may be that you love a thing while it is bad for you. Allâh knows (all things) while you do not know."

(Al Baqarah,2 ; 216 )

In our life,we just can plan something but Allah will decide it for us because HE always know what is the best for us.

In my life, I have many things that I was plan to do.I was plan to take a Syariah Course at other college but finally,He put me here in Science Computer-Multimedia course.something that I never think to do in my life but I just accept it and wait.wait for anything that He plan to me for my future even sometimes I feel so hard to stand in this field.

Here,he put me together with someone ‘hyperactive roommate’.first time I meet her,I can’t accept her because of her attitude.she’s not bad but her attitude is like an hyperactive children.someday, I think hardly,why Allah choose me to stay here,in my room,with hyperactive roommate?

I find He sign of love in Quran and I found something in Surah AL-Mu’minun, 23 ; 115

أَفَحَسِبْتُمْ أَنَّمَا خَلَقْنَاكُمْ عَبَثًا

"`Did you then think that We had created you without purpose..."

Here I think,Allah will not create anything without any aim,without any purpose and without any reason. Everything that He create is have their own advantage,have their own reason and that’s also same like my hyperactive roomate.Allah was create her,put her together with me in the same room with some reason and some purpose that I am never feel and see right now but I am sure that one fine day later,I will know about it.

Every day,I try to close myself with her. I try to understand her and finally I found something. She have a pure in heart and she have a big sensitivity about day, I got some advice from her

“Aisyah,don’t you say something that you never do because it is can broke your relationship with Him and can give you the sin”

Thanks Allah,you was give me someone that can remind me about it.

Here,I also made with new friend ; samirah,afiqah and day,I think that why Allah choose them asa my friend here?first,because they is my classmate.second. I think Allah want they to be something that can improve myself.

One day,I was got a negative comment from them…

Samirah :

“you is so shceme”

“sometimes you want us to follow what that you want”

Afiqah :

“you are seldom to smile”

“you like to invite me study when I am don’t have any mood to study.huhu”

Mardhiah :

“sometimes,you like shceme”

I accept all of their comment and I change it to I shceme?oh no!...if I am shceme since in my primary school,maybe I will not here. I just change my self to be someone like shceme(because I don’t want to continue my bad attitude in my primary school-we need to change,right*)…

everyday, I will invite them to coming to the class before lecturer coming and I also always invite them to be the first in everything.samirah says that sometimes I want them follow anything that I want but actually I just give my opinion and all of that is up to them either they want to accept or not.

Afiqah says that I am seldom to smile.hahaha…so funny.InsyaAllah I will change it ( but should we smile along the time?should we smile to the guy?that not our mahram?*let’s think about it)

In our life,we need to think about anything done around us and we need to change to be better than now.we need to remember that Allah will not do something for nothing. Everything that He do for us,for our life,and for anything around us is have their own purpose and their own reason.

Once again remember,Allah know ourself more than we know about our self.He always know which one is better for fact,He is so close to us so,TRY TO KNOW MUCH ABOUT HIM


*so,thinking hardly about it*

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

talking about L O V E

Before I write this issue,I hope Allah will help me to practice what do I will write here.I think,I still a very young to discuss about this issue but because of this issue,I found much of people around me was broken.I hope He will help me to be the real muslimah,not ony the someone that can say something but didn’t do it.I am always remember that Allah was said at Quran

يأَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ لِمَ تَقُولُونَ مَا لاَ تَفْ

oh you who believe! Why do you say that which you do not do)

(As Saff, 61 :3)

If they busy to find a love

Let us to find the faith…

If they busy to find a couple,

Let us busy to find god’s willing…

If they cry because frust after break up,

Let us cry because remember all of we sin to Him…

If they love the humanity,

Let us to love Allah,the our creator…

When we talking about love,what are you thinking in your mind?I am sure that much of you will give a smile.that’s true,who don’t like the love?in understanding much of people,love is the relation between man and women that cause much of blissful in their heart but do you know ,that is not the real meaning of the love.

Love in its real meaning is are some feeling from someone to something that demand someone to sacrifice their self to something that their love to.IN ISLAM,the true love is only the love that lean to the our creator,Allah Swt.

When we ask to any couple(that in love before married),even they know that the couple is forbidden in islam,they will say

“erm..he will marry me later,so there’s nothing if we are couple right now..”

“you not feel the blissful feeling of love right know.if you feel it,I am sure that you will do more than me”

“we don’t do anything bad…just the usually thing that any couple do,touch,kiss,hug…theres wrong?or you jealous?”

Theres are some example of answer that given by any couple that I have been asked.when we think about it,why are the couple very sure that their love will continue until they get married? Who can ensure that they will together forever?why are they always think that their love will everlasting into the heaven?who can ensure that?they are thinking like they don’t have Allah as an our observer.on our surrounding,we saw much of couple divorce after 4 or 5 years of marriage and when we ask,they will say that

“we don’t have any understanding anymore”

“I am so boring with her.she always…”

“ comment…”

Why are much of couple is very blissful and like very understanding each other before thay get married divorce after they married?are the reason of them is true?thats only on their opinion because actually,the big reason that cause the marriage is broken is in love before get married.why I am said like that?let us to understand the explanation above.

In Quran,Allah Swt was said

الْخَبِيثَـتُ لِلْخَبِيثِينَ وَالْخَبِيثُونَ لِلْخَبِيثَـتِ وَالطَّيِّبَـتُ لِلطَّيِّبِينَ وَالطَّيِّبُونَ لِلْطَّيِّبَـتِ أُوْلَـئِكَ مُبَرَّءُونَ مِمَّا يَقُولُونَ لَهُم مَّغْفِرَةٌ وَرِزْقٌ كَرِي
(An Nur,24 : 26. Bad statements are for bad people and bad people for bad statements. Good statements are for good people and good people for good statements.

In sentence above,we can understand that the good women is for the good man and the god man is for the good,why are we still worried if we don’t get the very good couple?if we want to get the very good couple,we must be the good women/man with improve our relation between Allah and human first,not with find the forbidden couple.

(وَخَلَقْنَاكُمْ أَزْوَاجًا ﴿٨

And (have We not) created you in pairs, (An Naba', 78 :8)

سُبْحَانَ الَّذِي خَلَقَ الْأَزْوَاجَ كُلَّهَا مِمَّا تُنبِتُ
الْأَرْضُ وَمِنْ أَنفُسِهِمْ وَمِمَّا لَا يَعْلَمُونَ ﴿٣٦﴾

Glory to Allah, Who created in pairs all things that the earth produces, as well as their own (human) kind and (other) things of which they have no knowledge. (yasiin, 36 :36)

From the both sentences above,we can proof that anything in this world is have their own couple.the night is couple with daytime,black is couple with white and man is couple with women.although we are know about it,we can’t do anything to find our couple with we own way because we still have Allah as we creator,as we observer.In Islam,our purpose only can’t allow we to do something without lean to Him.

Allah was said in Quran,

قُلْ لِّلْمُؤْمِنِينَ يَغُضُّواْ مِنْ أَبْصَـرِهِمْ وَيَحْفَظُواْ فُرُوجَهُمْ ذلِكَ أَزْكَى لَهُمْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ خَبِيرٌ بِمَا يَصْنَعُونَ

(An Nur,24 : 30. Tell the believing men to lower their gaze, and protect their private parts. That is purer for them. Verily, Allah is All-Aware of what they do.)

In this sentences,Allah was command man to take care about their eyesight from see anything that forbidden include to see the women who not their mahram(someone that we can marry) and compulsory tu us to take care about our passion.This command is not only given for man but also given for women.the continue sentences in the same surah,Allah was said
...وَقُل لِّلْمُؤْمِنَـتِ يَغْضُضْنَ مِنْ أَبْصَـرِهِنَّ
(An Nur,24 : 31. And tell the believing women to lower their gaze…)

Both of sentences above is present to us clearly that Allah forbid man and women who is not mahram to see each other without anything important but just for enjoyable purpose and to satisfied their passion only.the hard dalil from Him that forbid us from couple is.

وَلاَ تَقْرَبُواْ الزِّنَى إِنَّهُ كَانَ فَاحِشَةً وَسَاء سَبِيلاً﴿٣٢﴾

Nor come nigh to adultery: for it is a shameful (deed) and an evil, opening the road (to other evils) (Al Israa,17 ; 32 )

When we see,Allah used the words wa laa taqrobuu(and don’t you close your self) not the words wa laa ta’maluu(and don’t you do) so,we can understand here that even we just near the adultery thing like couple,it was be illicit.For example,the distance from us to the hall is about 50 meter and when we walk in one stride to the hall,our distance now is 49.8 meter,theres is we said to draw near the,in love before get married is a something that illicit and hate by Allah Swt.

From Abu Hurairah,he said that Rasulullah Saw was said:

“Allah Swt was put the chance for the son of Adam about an adultery.theres not possible that they have done the adultery.the adultery of eye is showing,the adultery of tounge is the words that we said.the adultery of the heart is the needed for something and sex while the adultery of faraj is just follow or not followed”

Clearly,Rasullullah explain clearly to us obout the parts of an adulter.when we see someone who not our mahram,the adultery of eye is done.when we said something that sweet and not follow the rule of islam,the adultery of tounge is done.when we heard and feel the our lovers voices,the adultery of ear is done.when we touch the hand of our lover and walk together before get married,the adultery of hand and leg is done but the most dangerous is,when we thinking about her/him,the adultery of heart is done.the adultery of heart is the most dangerous because,sometimes we are not aware when the time we do that.there’s impossible if some love relation not included the eyesight,talking,hearing and feeling.clearly,we understand that in love before get married is forbidden and illicit but why some of us still do it?

For anyone who not do it anymore,don’t start youself to do that.there’s hard to leave the sin when you feel these enjoyable.don’t wait until you are going beyond a set limit and hard to you leave it anymore.for anyone that still in love or was start it recently,please leave it because there’s no advantage if you do something that hates by Allah Swt.there’s no advantage if you just find your blissful for this world only because we still have the another world that infinite.there’s only one way to allow the relation between man and women,that is the marriage.

For the loving couple that is very serious right now,remember that the more sweet your relation before you get married,you will find nothing in you relation after you get married.

Now,think it hardly,how to get a family that blissful and gat the willing from Allah Swt if it’s basic is full of the sin and not follow the rule that create by Him.maybe we think that something that we do is good in we opinion but actually,it is only the way from an evil to make we confused to choose the good way to do something in our life.there’s no wrong for man and women talking but with the important things only like to do the discussion and others but if there’s nothing important,better don’t do it because it can draw ourself near the adultery.

If you want to get the blissful in this world nad in the next world,you must make sure that everything that you do is lean to Allah the cases to find the love and couple,always pray to Allah to get the best couple for you.

وَاسْتَعِينُواْ بِالصَّبْرِ وَالصَّلاَةِ وَإِنَّهَا لَكَبِيرَةٌ إِلاَّ عَلَى الْخَاشِعِينَ ﴿٤٥﴾

Nay, seek (Allah's) help with patient perseverance and prayer: It is indeed hard, except to those who bring a lowly spirit
(Al Baqarah,2 ; 45)

My beloved friend,please find you lover refers to their faith to Allah Swt,when you think that you fall in love to someone,find your decision refers to sign from Allah with pray Istikharah.

Don’t love someone just because of their status,beauty or anything but love you lovers just because of Allah Swt and because of their relation with Him because our life in this world will be end and we also have an everlasting world after we die.

Pray of Rasulullah Swt :

“Oh Allah,let me to be someone that love you,to love someone that love you and to love anything that can close mylove with you…”