





" KTD ibarat sebuah hospital..manusia yang masuk dalam hospital tu ada yang sakit biasa2..ada yang parah..ada yang demam biasa je..ada yang selsema..ada juga yang sihat...manusia2 ni lalui rawatan yang hospital tu sediakan..dan bila keluar dari hospital..ada yang sembuh dan jadi sihat..yang sihat bertambah-tambah sihat..ada juga yang sihat jadi sakit sbb mendedahkan diri kpd virus2 yang tak diundang..dan ada juga yang sakit parah sgt..tp setelah lalui rawatan, dia menjadi sihat dan bertambah sihat...yang uniknya ttg hospital ni..tak paksa untuk buka hati ketika terima dan lalui rawatan kat hospital ni..dan walaupun ada antara pesakit yang tak nak rawatan..tapi masih juga perawat2 hospital bertungkus lumus utk membantu..jadi pilihan di tgn..samaada nak rela dirawat atau terpaksa menerima rawatan..selalunya yang terpaksa ni laa yang akan masih sakit bila keluar dari hospital ni..dan yang rela dirawat..bila keluar jadi sihat bertambah sihat..dan akhirnya akan menjadi salah seorg perawat juga.."


Still in Exam mood. Two paper left. Now, since study week , I am still with my ‘new schedule’ ~ go to college in early morning everyday and just back home at 9.00/10.00 pm . so tired but I must do that, to ‘cover’ my final examination..
Second year, third semester, here. Took the course that I’m never meant to be before, meet with everyone that I’m never think that they will be my friend, here ... learn to accept everything that given to me with fullest, here... trying my best to draw a new better life, here...
Here, here, here....
Alhamdulillah..
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Thinking much,
Outside of my mind.huh!
As time running, day by day, time by time, I am always growing up, and yet, you also growing up such me.... Along the time, in our long journey, in our ‘growing up’ mission, we always striving and trying our best to achieve everything that we want. Sometimes, we try to get it by the right way but there’s time we dare to doing the forbidden things just to get what we want. Don’t you?
What actually our aim to live? Do we just live our life like others? Live without ‘something to get’?
Here, here, here...
there was time when I thought I was nobody, and there’s also time when I thought I was someone else..and now, what I always kept in mind is , I want to be somebody who is better than my current self. I want to be someone who could do what I enjoy the most and yet, does not make others feel trouble or miserable and still in the truth way. The only Truth way~ Imaan and Islam..
And now, once again the question cross my mind.Again, again and again..What my future-me will be?What actually I want to be in my future?
My future-me, not just here, but also there
‘there’?..
Yup! ‘there’
In hereafter.
"wahai Tuhan yang Membolak-balikkan hati, tetapkanlah hati-hati kami didalam keimanan,dijalanMu, agar dapat kami bertemu denganMu kelak,di Akhirat yang abadi..."
~disana ada sungai-sungai madu dan susu yang mengalir tenang, dihiasi dengan permata marjan dan zabarjad yang berkilauan..sungguh! inginku kesana namun gusarku tak mampu..gusarku tidak diterima..lantas, what my future-me will be? ;((



Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...Tuhan betapa aku malu atas semua yang kau beri
Padahal diriku terlalu sering membuatMu kecewa
Entah mungkin karena ku terlena sementara Engkau beri
Aku kesempatan berulangkali agar aku kembali
Dalam fitrahku sebagai manusia untuk menghambakanMu
Betapa tak ada apa-apanya aku dihadapanMu
Aku ingin mencintaiMu setulusnya
Sebenar-benar aku cinta
Dalam doa dalam ucapan dalam setiap langkahku
Aku ingin mendekatiMu selamanya sehina apapun diriku
Kuberharap untuk bertemu denganMu yaa Rabbi
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note : 3 minggu lagi FINAL....chayok2 aisyah!sy yakin kamu boleh............ :)

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Our life such a Programming language that use to command our pc to do something. either you accept it or not, our life is always like a programming language. Why? Let’s we see it together..
Before that, let we know that every programming language is divided into three important things ; the header, body and footer.
First at all, to get an input to our programming language ,we must put the heading file either we want to use #include
Secondly, after write the heading file, we must write the int main ( ) / int main (void) and others depend on what we want to do after that,we must open our ‘body’ of programming language with { . so now, we already have 3 important things that we must write/do before we start our program
1) Begin our program with #include
2) Put the main file : int main() / int main(void)
3) Continue it with {
Assume that the main file : int main( ) / int main(void) and { is are the rule in Islam that we MUST do to get the actual “output” of our “programming “ . after declare our syahadah means we has been ready and able to follow all of the rule in Islam that we declared for our life.
Now, we continue our programming with body. In programming’s body, usually we will found two types of selection that we need to choose depends of what we want to do. Every choice that we make will give some impact to our output and if we failed to chose and failed to use it correctly, we will not get the output like we want and nether will not get the output. As I know, in programming we have two types of selection .
1) If = if is a selection when we have only one choice. For example
If (Islam)
Cout << “boleh dipertimbangkan utk Masuk syurga\n”;
Else
Cout <<”jika tidak kemabali kpd Allah,akan masuk neraka\n”;
2) If...else = if...else is a selection when we have more than one choice and it will make something more complicated. For example :
{
If (solat 5 waktu )
{
If (selalu buat baik)
Cout << “Allah sayang \n”;
}
else
{
If( dapat hidayah)
{
If (terima hidayah tersebut)
Cout << “beruntunglah dia \n” ;
}
else
Cout <<”Dialah manusia yg paling rugi.. rugi didunia,rugi juga diakhirat. \n”;
}
Ok.stop about selection. Now we continue our programming with something that usually we’ll found it in programming ; the loop. There’s no ‘loop’ in our life actually because the time that already pass will not come again but sometimes, something that we do in our past will happen for a second time in our future either it will happen to us or our offspring, depends on Allah’s need. It is we call ‘qisas’ in our life.
The loop in programming language is divided into three ; While,do...while and for. In programming, we use loop when we want to produce much of output and every type of loop that we choose to use will affect the output that we will get.
1) While = while is a loop that produce the output while the condition is true. Example :
Life = 60 years
{
While ( Life <= 60)
Cout <”beramallah sebelum mati \n”;
}
2) Do...while = do...while look like the while loop but it is quite different. The condition of do...while loop will test in the end of the loop so that the program will produce at least one output . for example :
{
Do (worship to Allah)
}
note : last day,I feel so sleepy in my programming class so that I was do some revision in the nite and I this is what I get when I make a revision alone by myself..hu2..hope you can get something from here..


"kenapa kamu tak ambil sebelum ni lagi?"kak husnah
"err..lupa."teragak-agak.kebodoh-bodohan.
"kan saya dah letak notis sebelum ni.bila tarikh akhir nak ambil slip tu?"lembut tapi tegas.
"err..tak tahu."sekali lagi.teragak-agak.such an innocent girl
"sekarang kamu sem berapa?"
"3..sem 3."tengok jam.lagi 30 minit.owh god! help me.
"lepas ni jangan buat lagi.kalau kamu buat lagi,saya takkan bagi kamu slip tu."once again,lembut,tapi tegas.
thanks God!
aku berlalu,tersenyum.fuh..dapat jugak ambil slip exam ni.walaupun dah dekat-dekat nak masuk dewan final
how can I forget to take it before?
along that short semester,I am never think about it - the examination slip until a day before my paper,I remember it and allof my friend were take it before..hu2.. (sebenarnya salah sendiri-ada je yang ingatkan tapi aku yang tak alert sangat)
