Pencil: I'm sorry cos you always getting hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)
I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.
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Ibu,dulu aku pernah bertanya sendiri didalam gelap..Ape beza sebutir air bening dihujung daundengan sebutir debu pada dinding kusam?Dulu,tiada siapa yang boleh memberikan jawapan.tidak ada.Hari ini aku menemukan sendiri jawapannya.Sama sekali tidak ada bezanya...kedua-duanya sama-sama tanda kekuasaanNya.Kedua-duanya sama-sama mensucikan,walau hakikat dan fikzikalnya jelas berbeza.
Ibu,dulu aku pernah sendiri bertanya dalam sesak...apakah bezanya tahu atau tidak tahu? Apakah bezanya kenal atau tidak mengenal? Apa bezanya ada atau tiada? Apa bezanya sekarang atau kelmarin,satu jam lalu, satu minit lalu,satu detik lalu? Dahulu tiada yang boleh memberi jawapan.Hari ini aku tetap tidak tahu begiru banyak potongan pertanyaan.Tapi tidak mengapa,setidaknya aku tetap boleh melihat,mendengar dan terus berfikir.Ada banya yang belum.tepatnya membutakan diri,menulikan kepala atau membebalkan hati....
with the name of Allah,the most powerful,the most merciful and the All-knowing about everything inside the heart of his servant..
Full of Invocation and Peace be upon Muhammad Pbuh, the one that give the light to us through the Willing from God,Allah Swt...
YOU! what will you do when you miss someone very much? what will you do when you miss someone until you keep thinking about her/him in everywhere,in every time.what will you do? do you just deny it by just ignore your feeling? or just keep dreaming about her/him silently without tell anyone about it? or you just tell someone that you longing to about the feeling that you felt? even you know YOU CANNOT do it ? what will you do?
NOW! yes,now! now I AM missing ''someone'' ..someone that always come to my dream in everywhere, in every time .. someone that always give me smile and tears whenever I AM missing him, even I AM never see him! someone that always bring me to the dream that I AM not sure if It can be true.
Muhammad Pbuh..
Oh GOD! please send me someone that can bring me to see him..to see ''someone'' that I AM longing to since long time ago.someone that always Love me and always want the best thing for me. oh GOD ! please allow me to meet him someday,someday that no others day after that day.the day that always being asked by them! by them who DON'T BELIEVE with YOU !
Oh GOD! I AM longing to him right now.longing to him..please accept me as you servant, so that he will willing to see me later..please send my greeting to him. I HOPE that he willing to give his helping to me to can I enter YOUR Heaven someday later..
Oh GOD! feeling that I JUST can dreaming about It. feeling that I just can saying about that without prove anything...how can I get It when actually I just lying?
My GOD!
I Just lying actually!
I SAID that I AM love him
but I AM never try my best to do everything that he like
My GOD!
I just lying actually!
I said that I AM longing to him in everywhere,in every time
but I AM never follow everything that he likes to do in everywhere,in every time
My GOD!
I Just lying actually!
I Ask YOU to give me someone that can bring me to him
but me,myself never make myself as someone that can bring anyone to him
Hey You! do you also just lying like me?declared that you miss and longing to him but you NEVER prove your words? do you also just lying like me? saying that we MUST follow everything that he likes to do,that we MUST know well about it to get his helping someday?
hey You! I know that we always forget about who are we.I know that we are some creature that always forget about our duty here!in this worldly world,in this shortly life but do we ever think that we are lying for much time?lying without we were realized about it..
how can we get our Prophet's Pbuh helping and willing there if we were NOT knowing much about him?
how can we get our prophet's Pbuh helping and willing there if we were never do his sunnah? never follow everything that he likes to do?
how can we get our Prophet's Pbuh helping and willing there if we were seldom to give the salawat to him?
so my brothers ans sisters,
let's we pray together and try our best to get his helping there,in the day that no one can help us except our practice in this world and the syafaat,helping from him..
let's we strive to be the good muslim and make he smile when he see us there,in the day that we will never care to anyone except we own selves
let's we try our best to follow his sunnah, to follow everything that he likes to do in his life before
Allahumma salli 'Ala Muhammad wa 'Ala alihi Muhammad...
Allahumma salli 'Ala Muhammad wa 'Ala alihi Muhammad...
Allahumma salli 'Ala Muhammad wa 'Ala alihi Muhammad...
p/s : Aisyah,bagaimana mungkin kamu bisa mendapat syafaat nabimu andai saja kau belum cukup berusaha untuknya? cepat! usaha dari sekarang.buktikan kata-kata dan impianmu itu.usahalah sehingga ajalmu menjelma,dan ajalmu itu boleh datang bila-bila sahaja.mungkin juga esok,mungkin juga lusa,mungkin juga malam ini...atau mungkin saja sebentar nanti!
Hari ni merupakan ramadhan kita yang ke-4.Solan saya,bagaimana ya Ramadhan kita kali ini?adakah lebih baik dari sebelumnya?adakah lebih teruk dari sebelumnya?atau adakah sama saja keadaannya?marilah kita sama-sama bertanya diri sendiri kerana jawapan-jawapan itu hanya diri sendiri yang dapat menjawabnya.Jujurlah.jujurlah pada diri sendiri.
....Semoga Ramadhan kita kali ini akan lebih baik dari sebelumya....
rakanku,sahabatku,
marilah kita sama-sama menjadikan ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari sebelumya
rakanku,sahabatku,
mari kita sama-sama kuat-menguatkan dalam mengimarahkan bulan yang penuh mulia ini
rakanku,sahabatku,
mari kita sama-sama berusaha menjadi Hamba Allah yang selalu bersukur
rakanku,sahabatku,
mari kita sama-sama berusaha untuk menjadi hambaNya yang sentiasa Redha dgn ketentuanNya
rakanku,sahabatku,
mari kita mengejar dan mencari Cinta Allah,dengan bersungguh-sungguh!
Rakanku,sahabatku,
mari kita mendekat dengan Allah dengan bersungguh-sungguh!
rakanku,sahabatku
moga Ramadhan kita kali ini akan menjadi lebih baik dari sebelumnya.....
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Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah..
beberapa minggu kebelakangan ini,banyak yang aku diuji olehNya.bukankah ujian itu adalah nikmat?nikmat dalam ujian kerana dengan Ujian-ujian yang didatangkannya itu mampu membuatkan aku bertambah kuat.Alahamdulillah,terima Kasih Allah
Ujian dunia.tidak sampai 2 minggu yang lepas Allah izin duit aku hilang.tak banyak,hanya rm50. mungkin aku sendiri yang cuai.mungkin juga Allah yang Maha pengasih dan Penyayang itu ingin memberi peringatan kepadaku- bahawa aku amat jarang sekali bersedekah,maka diujinya aku.
dan beberapa hari yang lalu,ujian yang sama datang lagi.jika tempoh hari Allah izin duit yang hilang itu berjumlah 50,kini jumlahnya naik lagi iaitu rm60. maka dalam bulan ini saja aku telah kehilangan rm110. Alhamdulillah.semoga insan yang mengambil hak orang lain itu akan mendapat hidayah dan petunjuk agar tidak melakukannya lagi.aku yakin mereka yang mengambil hak orang lain itu lebih memerlukan dariku.tak apa,aku halalkan saja.
Mungkin bagi orang lain bukan mudah untuk menerima ujian seperti ini,apatah lagi dalam keadaan diri sendiri juga dalam keadaan yang memerlukan namun atas didikan ibu sejak kecil lagi,aku tidak merasa begitu berat.sejak kecil ibu mengajar "jangan ditangisi apa-apa yang hilang didunia ini kerana semua yang ada hanyalah sementara sahaja.apabila hilang sesuatu dari kamu,maknanya Allah nak uji,sejauh mana kamu akan mencariNya bila ditimpa kecelakaan dan apa-apa yang hilang dari kamu itu juga bukanlah milik kamu.yakinlah." pesanan itu kuingat sampai sekarang.ku aplikasikan dalam hidupku.Alhamdulillah...
Ujian hidup.ujian lagi apabila sejak akhir-akhir ini sifat pelupa aku semakin menjadi-jadi. jika hari itu aku terlupa untuk mengambil slip exam sehinggalah setengah jam sebelum masuk kedewan peperiksaan,kali ini aku lupa sekali lagi..aku terlupa hari lahir sahabat baik aku sendiri sehinggalah dia yang mennghantar mesej bertanyakan tentang sesuatu hal yang aku terlupa.puas aku berfikir.rupanya itu,hari Lahirnya semalam (13 Ogos ) .perasaan bersalah datang bertimpa-timpa dalam diri.bagaimana aku boleh lupa terikh lahir sahabat sendiri?
InsyaAllah suatu hari nanti aku akan menulis satu entri khas untuk dia.
terasa rindu datang tiba-tiba...rindu..
ya Allah,jadikanlah Ukhwah ini adalah keranaMu
jadikan kami bersahabat hingga kesana, ya Allah...
~Keadaan aspuri di dataran asrama smkats.antara maghrib dan isyak~
this is my last entry for me,until I finish my final examination - math3 [1 ogos 2010 ] -please pray for me*
my short semester are not finish yet but the long semester (for this year) were beginning recently,even our first class for long semester will start in the next week,insyaAllah
nothing to say actually but just want to share some words that makes me thinking much about HIM (in this evening) while reading my senior's blog.I was get this words before (someone sent me in sms) but I just assume it as a word,forwarded by someone to someone else and now,the word come to me again,but in the different condition,really makes me thankful to HIM and think softly about all the 'hikmah' that HE given to me since before,until now...
" Orang-orang yang saling mencintai keranaKu, berhak atas kecintaanKu " [ HR Malik dan Ahmad ]
"... Demi Zat yang jiwa Muhammad ada di tanganNya, Tidaklah dua orang yang saling mengasihi, kemudian dipisahkan antara keduanya kecuali hanya kerana satu dosa yang dilakukan oleh salah seorang dari keduanya. " [ HR Ahmad ]
" Pada hari itu sahabat-sahabat karib: Setengahnya akan menjadi musuh kepada setengahnya yang lain, kecuali orang-orang yang persahabatannya berdasarkan takwa ( iman dan amal soleh ). " Q.S Az-Zukhruf : 67
" Dan Kami cabut akan apa yang ada di hati mereka dari perasaan hasad dengki sehingga menjadilah mereka bersaudara ( dalam suasana kasih mesra ), serta mereka duduk berhadap-hadapan di atas pelamin masing-masing. " Q.S Al-Hijr : 47
someone was born from nothing to something someone was chosen to live there, in this worldly world
someone have a mind to think, eyes to see, ear to heard, and heart to feel
since young, someone learn much from her experience... she see the world with her own perspective
someone always think that she's not are perfect and will not be perfect because nothing is perfect except Allah,our creator
someone always find something and the something is the willing from her creator
someone always see the world is nothing but the next world is everything
but sometimes, someone will confusedabout the world... because, something that we see is is good, not surely good and something that we see is bad, not surely bad
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